2003-11-14 + 12:11 a.m.

i am: tired

i think: about everything..too much..

i know: what it sounds like when doves cry

i have: a tattoo appointment on Monday

i hate: mostly everyone

i don't: have anymore cheese left in the fridge

i can't: believe I am seeing Aerosmith and Kiss tomorrow

i can: do everything I set out to do

i will: beat X-mas plan and get bonus

i won't: ever listen

i miss: Terror

i fear: dying and noone caring

i feel: like bathing

i hear: Placebo

i smell: like Juniper

i crave: candy

i wonder: if you really care

i regret: nothing

i love: my husband

i dream: in nightmares

i long: for my friends to never want

i care: about sick kids

i always: read before I sleep

i am not: ok

i believe: in a higher being

i sing: in the shower, in my head

i smile: often

i laugh: at myself and wit

i collect: Sailor Moon, fairies, Pinup art, bondage photography, porno, sex toys, shoes, purses, Hello Kitty

i play: emotions

i write: so I don't cry

i await: the bus

i cook: NEVER

i trust: Seth and Terror

i intend: to make my mark

i search: for quaters

i look: for matching socks

i shout: in my head

i whisper: sweet nothings in the dark

i conquer: all

i listen: to the Smiths

i ignore: to much

i live: everyday

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