2003-08-19 + 10:55 p.m.

Please let the little pink pill work tonight. Allow it to force me to go to sleep at a reasonable hour and not dream horrible dreams of blood and dying children.

I must be fresh for tomorrow as I have an important meeting with the DM and I want everything to look ok for her. I want to be upbeat and full of smiles and little jokes for her. I wish the man didn't drink all the diet Faygo as I was looking forward to giving it to her as a joke.

My skin is all a tingle from the new face scrub stuff I started using.

I uploaded a bunch of Placebo songs while the others gamed in the dining room. I need more sad music in my life.

I started spotting today. I should go to the gyno soon and see what the matter is with that. Maybe it's stress related.

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