2003-08-12 + 5:25 p.m.

I didn't want this war.

I just want to be left alone to plan my life without judgement from others.

I should've never started this online journal. I should've listen to the voice of paranoia that lives inside of me that warned me from doing this. (this is why I go to therapy if you must know).

I read alot of journals. I think I found you months ago..I can't remember. I've read recently to be sure that nothing was going to happen given that we have the same stomping grounds and all. You see I don't know you so I don't know how you are. Are you violent or are you not? See I don't know.

I cannot stop friends or anyone else from contacting you through emails or guestbooks or I.S.P.s or what have you.

I really want this over. I can extend the olive branch and then you will be free to smack talk or do whatever it is that you do in your free time and you can leave me to do what I do in my free time.

Like I said..I know who I am..you don't even if you read this.

and tag..noone is it. This is over.

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