2003-08-09 + 11:18 p.m.

You would think that these hotdogs would be brimming with cheese like how the package says.

These are fairly cheeseless.

Had a bad day today and didn't sleep last night. I so badly need to go to therapy again to vent, to cry.

I wish I could lost more weight. I had to stop because of the upcoming wedding and my dress was to big. There will be no time to alter the one I exchanged it for. So I am stuck eating bread for alittle while.

Losing fifty pounds is a big deal. I can wear clothing that I wore a few years ago. They remind me of my old life. My old snobby self who cared so much for her self image. Who wasn't true to herself and denied herself simple pleasures.

She had alot of weakness then and cried. She had alot of pain to overcome.

This girl now stares bravely into mirrors and faces what she is.

She knows her faults and her strengths and thinks she is beautiful through and through.

Let someone say less.

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