2003-08-08 + 11:21 p.m.

This is MY place.

I use this area to express what's so deep and to serve as a record.

This is not a place for me to try and impress nor defend anything I have ever said or did.

I do not like being spied on.

I do not like to have to censor what I say here because of "real" people who read this. I do not wish to lock you dear diary again out of fear that my own paranoia will take hold of me again.

I will make no excuse about the fact that I like working for my boss. I will make no excuse that I like my overall job and I can rest at night peacefully knowing that I have done my best.

I know who I am. I face her everyday. Sometimes I beat down on her. Sometimes I adore her.

Fuck this...I am not doing this.

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