2003-03-22 + 6:19 p.m.

I bought a peace pin at a store in the mall and affixed to my name tag. I put it there because I feel so damned helpless. I should be out there with the pickets calling anit-war chants.

I should get involved.

People have told me why bother? Protesting never changes anything. Noone listens. These are ignorant people. We do have a voice and the people will be heard.

War is tragic. There is nothing romantic or exciting about war. It kills innocent people, destroying generations.

I'm not happy. I hate turning on the TV to see the same grainy image of a night sky exploding into bits of green.

I hate walking by newsracks with papers screaing WAR in the headlines.

I want so badly to care about stupid shit again like what that one bitch wore to the club on such and such a night. And debating with Tarah on which stupid whore is the bigger douchebag.

Ugghh...

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