2003-03-16 + 12:35 a.m.

Strange highs and strange lows.

This week has been a rollercoaster ride.

The paranoid self kicked into high gear and I have been reeling.

I had a fabulous night with Tarah complete with shopping a Super-K and dinner at the Mexican place with fried ice cream for dessert.

For lunch I had my favorite meal at Sakkio. Chicken with Soba noodles. I also said goodbye to cherry flavored colas. I am starting Aitkens soon. Kidneys be damned.

I'm tired of being fat.

I am not pleasently plump or Rubenesque. I am fat. Plain and simple.

I want to be curvy but not fat.

I feel really yucky yet tired. Bless Paxil.

T

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