2003-02-14 + 1:25 a.m.

The DJ played "Standing" by VNV Nation which is my favorite song by them and one of my favorite songs in general. I drank tonight which I'm really not suppose to do.

My pills cause me to dream about blood. Always blood. I'm not scared about it when I wake up. I sleep more deeply then I used to so when I dream about this I don't wake up. So I'm stuck in the dream. Wrapped up by it.

My pills also cause me to be unfeeling. Like a rock.

We'll see where this leads.

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