2001-11-21 + 1:45 p.m.

I am having yet another day off. This is my second one this week and I get another tomorrow. I have decided that I will clean my room this afternoon and then clean the living room. I think I'll listen to VNV and Ohgr while doing this.

VNV put out two new CDs the other week and we got in both of them which I'm buying at work later on. They each have the same song on them but it's redone six times. I being the VNV nut I am need them both. As far as EBM goes VNV are my favorites followed by Apoptygma.

My father called me yesterday to find out if he raised me right. Um. I hate when he calls. He has this complex that he did right by me and nothing is wrong with our family history. My dad is fucked up.

He had this music studio in the house and he would disappear for hours in there and I never saw him. My mother was hopped out on coke because there was nothing else for her do and I sat in my room. When he did come out he would go to sleep. After a few years of this he decided to hit my mother across the face with a set of keys. We left.

Mom ditched the coke and he never called me. When he did it was to tell me that I was fat and stupid.

I can't see why someone didn't give him a shiney bright medal. Can you?

So I ordered my mother an Aerosmith cookie cutter for Christmas. I think she'll dig it as she likes rare Aerosmith collectables. I guess it beats those expansive as hell kissing black and white kid figures she likes.

I got to go start cleaning.

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