2001-11-07 + 5:09 p.m.

* I hear voices on the radio...From The Devil *

I'm unhappy because I'm tired of being yelled at for things I cannot control. I get into trouble all the time because paperwork hasn't been done. Ok. I haven't had any training yet I'm doing the job of a store manager, two full assistants and two part time assistants. Have I mentioned that I haven't been trained.

If I am not made assistant manager after the holidays then I think I'm getting another job. There is no reason I should have to come home and cry in the bathtub most night and give up all my free time to a stupid store in the mall.

I am sick of slutty girls comming in to pull the underwear off the racks and throw them to the floor. I'm sick of being called a satan worshiper. I'm sick of folding Ninja Turtle and Korn tee shirts for hours on end. I'm sick of telling little bratty boys to stop breaking the headphones. I'm just sick. So here's what I think....

* To All You Kids Who think Wreaking the Store Is Cool*

None of us at the store think you are cool. We all hope you're proud to be so idiotic. So follow these and everyone is happy.

When you go into a store be neat. There is no reason to yank and grab at things. If you mess it up fix it. Do you have any idea how long it takes to put a display back together because you've ruined it.

When you go into a store don't shoplift. You cause prices to raise and you cause me to lose my bonus. I hate losing my bonus. That means I can't pay bills.

When you go into a store don't try on things you know you'd never wear. You take up time and cause people who were waiting to leave.

*To All the Girls Who Come in Call Us All Freaks*

One more thing. Girls of the world...find your own damn personality. Do you guys enjoy thinking, acting, dressing the same. Do you really enjoy being devoid of feeling and thought. Do you guys possess any opinion and thought different from that our your friends.

We don't think it's cool that you want to be in and rock Playboy thongs because your friends have them too.

I think it's sad that there are so many people that listen to what the radio tells you to and dress they way that Abercrombie tells you to. Rebel. Shave your heads, wear ripped clothing, listen to Thrill Kill Kult and VNV nation or anything that your friends would never ever listen to. Just be real, not a commerical.

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