2001-11-04 + 11:09 p.m.

Is it weird to sign a guestbook for a boyfriend's ex? I don't think so. I like her journal. She's very I have kids and I like bad movies and bad music and she think girls are hot. This is cool as I have this crush on a certain Christina Ricci and Miss Ricci in a corset spells out yum!

I wore this halter to work today and I was told by this person whom I don't care for that it was too big. No..I hate tight clothes. Fat girls don't do tight well. We can rock fitted alright but not tight pants that ride your tummy too much and cinches it in until you have this weird looking butt tummy so it looks like you have two asses. 360 degrees of ass is not the fashion statement of the year.

. We have this skirt on clearance that is wicked cute. so a friend tries it on and she can normally rock the XL but this thing is so damn short. She tries the next size up and it's still all tight and funny. Sometimes I think our clothing sizers are there to torment the chunky ones. Sure we have these signs posted about Great New Plus Sizes available. Um ok. Plus sizes for chicks that aren't quite poster children for eating disorders.

I bought a box of crayons earlier. I color during high stress points in my live. Crayola crayons smell like calm to me. I settled down in front of the television and colored drawings of teddy bears and cute little girls. It was all so sweet I could've choked.

I've been up since seven in the morning. I'm soo freaking tired.

Nite nite.

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